As I’ve written before, I owe so much to my heartbreak. It was the shakeup I needed to makeup with my Self. But now, after all has settled, I can see the aftermath. My heartbreak has left me with baggage, at least a little carry on suitcase. I don’t trust so easy. H was kind, […]
Read More What I CarryDuring the course of the last few months, I’ve been pushing myself forward, mindfully, creating the life I want, the life I believe I’ve always been destined for. I have very few answers. I’m learning to just trust the process as it unfolds. I have faith in who I am, and where I’m heading. This […]
Read More When I Dared To Be SeenIn order to provide any insight on who I am today, I need to pay homage to who I was, and who I had become. I was – a happy kid, a dreamer, curious, fidgety, dramatic, creative, engaged, fearless, loving and oh so loved. I had dreams, big dreams. I wanted to spread positivity, create […]
Read More Who I Am TodayIt was for about three years that I truly experienced my darkness. I grew accustomed to it, that even in my physical world I’d keep my house dimly lit, preferring the blinds drawn, the light too offensive. I feared my darkness but I also loved it, making for a volatile relationship. It kept me company, […]
Read More In My DarknessI’ve officially marked two weeks of my sabbatical. Initially, I felt as though I spent most of the days thinking a lot and doing very little. I said I was in the ‘ideation’ phase so thinking was part of the process. But then I thought, and thought and overthought and then started overthinking about how much I was […]
Read More When I Was More Than EnoughI am not certain. I am not found. I am not whole. But, I am trying.
Read More What I amIt bears so heavy. Other days, I rise above it. But somedays – today – I feel all its weight. And I’m trying trying not to crumble beneath it.
Read More When I Felt The WeightYou will search for that big love. Most times, in all the wrong places. Then, just as you’ve stopped seeking, he will arrive. He will love you so big. He will worship you, and, you, him. But, you’ll feel an emptiness still. You’ll realise that you haven’t stopped seeking for that bigger than big love. He will encourage […]
Read More Dear Little OneI’d always thought myself a writer. But in recent years, I’d barely put pen to paper. Then, an epiphany arrived when I received some sage advice from a friend. She said to me, “write, writer!” I decided in that moment that my writing didn’t have to be perfect, it just had to be written.
Read More When It Had To Be Written
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